Semangat ya Bu..

"Thanks for remembering me, Dhir." she said.
"Let's meet sometimes, bu. Kangen nih."
"Kapan-kapan ya. Moga-moga bisa ketemu." she replied.

It was my last phone conversation on last December with bu Rini. She used to be my colleague at the office where I work now. We were close friend, we had fight, we had lots of jokes, we shared the idea, she taught me lots of things.

After I moved to Jakarta, I had been trying to called her for many time but her number couldn't be reached.

Just few weeks ago I heard that she is now hospitalized, the condition is not god, fighting to survive from cancer.

What makes me feel so bad is that I have planned to visit her since her last day working, which more that a year ago, and I didn't make it.

I just open some old files and find those pictures. I miss you Bu.

*Tuhan, berilah semangat untuknya, dan mudahkanlah kesembuhannya. Amin.*

Bahagia [?]

"Ah, hidupmu udah bahagia, sampai lupa kalau kita pernah ngobrol asik di tempat itu."
"Definisikan Bahagia!"
"Karir mapan dan pasangan lawan jenis yg jelas."
"Hahaha.. semua itu tipuan, nggak seperti kelihatannya"
"Kalo karir itu tipuan aku bs terima, tp klo pasangan lawan jenis dianggap tipuan, hmm.."
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(Aaah.. sobat, jika kamu tau berapa banyak tissue yang terbuang pada percakapan kita itu..)
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"Hidup itu pilihan, tp pasti kita lupa klo kita sudah memilih kesedihan"