Farewell

Some people said that within 40 days, the spirit is still around us. Some people say that it is superstition. Somehow, I love to believe that it is true. Knowing that she is still here can release my downhearted feeling.
I started to pray, stop smoking, cheering up my self, and trying to always be a nice person, I really don't want to make her disappoint and sad when she sees me in a bad condition.
It's been 40 days now. There is a little discouragement realizing that she wouldn't be around anymore. All I can do is wish that she has halcyon days there..
Live for the living, that is the quote starting now.
keep thanking for all love and support, God, family, and friends.
Thank you



PS. Picture by Agus Bebek

when i really miss you

This song is always remain me how stubborn i was.
It's been 40 days since our last meeting.
Still on denial phase of loosing.
Regretting all mistakes I have made.
Wanna say thanks for the greatest love I ever had.
Unaffordable pay back,
Just another promise to be a better person.